Unwanted things and thoughts

           I'm living in terrible situation, because of my mind is not supporting me well. Lots of tension in my mind. When I'm sit to read that time I'm not concentrate well because lots of issues show me on my eyesight. 

          I want to success but I'm not doing well anything. Just I'm tens a lot. Family and other people tell me that don't worry everything will be fine and I'm also tell me my own soul don't worry dear everything will be fine as soon as possible. But my own mind don't support me. 

          I want to become calm n clear with my mind but tension not give me relief.

          What do I do for me and my career this is biggest question on my life. 

          Lots of time I'm tired and I was cleared up everything but my way was wrong that's why I stop me and my mind. 

          But how many times I'm stopping myself. It's enough yaar. 

          Whenever I try to read and concentrate terrible thought irritating me. 

          What should I do now I don't know please help me to out this unwanted problems I'm tired of all this things. 

          I want to busy myself with anything TV, MOBILE, BOOKS, CROWD, but I'm failed because it can't help me to out me from all this circumstances.

          I feel like I want busy but lots of things don't help me to increase my happiness. 

Everest - 2007

 Everest - 2007

          Movie start with 3 persons who try to climb the mountain. And then 2 person go back and one was continue his climbed but after some time a few stones fell down and he also fell down that's why he was died. 

          Last meet-up for who were going to climb Everest and they selected video and photographer. When they were going to climbed they met a person who like to join them and his wife don't want to sent him with them she cried and she said "I will tell children your father is brave and her husband said I will tell them"

         On the way they recorded everything and they enjoyed a lot, one of the live recording they were they were removed their half pent and they show their bumb and their captain was angry on them, because he was talked about discipline. 

          In the journey of Everest they fought to each other, help to each other and also cried. 

           In this movie I didn't get the idea about food and other things because they have one bag and they how can get all facilities. 

         Many persons of the died because of the snow fell on them and they were died. 

         Climbing was not easy for them because oxygen level was down and their oxygen bottle was empty. but they were tried hard and reached the Everest. 

"In this movie I didn't understood many things but I'm trying to understand it"