Sunday, August 31, 2025

Fact of my life - 4 ( I can't breastfeed my son)

My life is totally disturbed. Because I'm not able to feeding my son. Why God why?😔 Always you gave me half happiness in my life. When I realized I was pregnant that time I'm so much happy because I want baby in my life to become good mother. But when I was gave birth to my child I realized that I can not produced a mother milk. But I have lots of hope from God to listen my prayers and maybe I got milk but as always I got half happiness. Without mother milk how can I feed my son. And we choose formula milk for my son. 

I felt like I'm not being properly mother because main thing is that to close baby to our breast n feed them but I didn't got it chance. 

My baby suffering from loose motion. Because we know that without mother milk baby is not comfortable to digest other milk. 

Its very hard to grow up my baby till 6th months and still remaining 3 months.

Sometimes I feel like God have personal issues with me. Because he gave me lots of problems in my life. Without problems he never have me a little thing. 

And mostly if a lady is not able to produce a milk for her baby than our "society" is like she wearing bra's, tight suit, T-shirt that's why she is not giving a milk but in my case I'm not wearing bra's, tight suit, T-shirt.

I hear lots of taunts from my mother in law. And I haven't answers to give her.  

After complete a month and I listened that now a days lots of ladies suffering from less mother milk or can't produce mother milk. Lots of my nearest persons suffering from this problem.