I'm 8th month pragnent ๐คฐ
Suffering from lots of body problems like back pain, leg swelling and pain, sometimes headache, vomiting etc.
But I'm enjoying my pregnancy phase. When I was convinced that time felt like OMG 9th months how can I handle but when I entered in 8th month, my feeling is OMG I'm entering in 8th month, time is very fast.
8th month of pregnancy is like mix of lots of feelings. Afraid of labour pain, happiness for baby's movement, excited for baby's welcome in my life.
Hey my life... Why are you so disturbed?๐ฅ
I'm very helpless because I don't understand how can I enjoy my precious time...!
I'm 6th month pragnent and at the stage of pragancy everyone tells me be happy, be careful, be active, but I'm very disturbed in my soul. Because I'm tired from taunting. I'm very happy with my husband because he never denied to be happy and enjoyment but my mother in law not supporting me properly. Because she always talking with her daughters about me, like how I work, what I work, what I wear, eat, drink, walk, talk, everything, and I listen everything when they are talking about me. They pretending like they are talking about someone else but I know what they are doing most of the days. I'm not giving the answer because I know that, I'm pregnant so this is bad effect on my child. I want to tell my husband what his mother doing with me but I feel like เคเคฐ เคा เคฎाเคนोเคฒ เคเคฐाเคฌ เคนो เคाเคเคा। But now its to difficult to me.
I write my feelings on blogs because I want to tell everything but I don't have a person who listen my real life story.
I'm suffering from 6th month of pregnancy. I need good atmosphere but I can't get it, because of my mother in law taunting me most of the days. So feel very sad, because I feel like very unhappy. She never understand my situation, always she compared with her daughters. My both sisters in laws living separate and I'm living with my in laws so both situations are different but they don't understand. Again and again I'm not happy to tell everything with my husband because he feels like who is correct and who is wrong. And my mother in law always pretending like she is right so what should I do, I don't understand. I want to tell everything with my parents but I don't want to disturb them. I want to tell my husband but I feel like what he understand and what he believes so I feel like everything depends on God. But I feel like เคเคฌ เคคเค เคเคฒेเคा เคฏे เคธเคฌ๐ฅ
"เชેเชจો เชช્เชฐેเชฎ เชชเชฐિเชธ્เชฅિเชคિ เชจે เชเชงાเชฐે เชนોเชฏ เชเชจા เชเชงાเชฐે เช્เชฏાเชฐેเชฏ เชจા เชฐเชนેเชตું."
(Never depend on someone whose love is based on circumstances.)
Thought of 20/10/2021
เคाเคนा เคिเคธी เคเคฐ เคो,
เคฎाँเคा เคिเคธी เคเคฐ เคो,
เคฎिเคฒा เคोเค เคเคฐ,
เค़ेเคฐ, เคเคธเคธे เค्เคฏाเคฆा unpredictable เค्เคฏा เคนो เคธเคเคคे เคนैं?
How much I m fool.....
I have chance to fly but as always I'm not talking serious anything. I know what right and what is wrong....
If we know what is right and wrong and we are wasting time on those who not deserve it.
Tat(s) is my hope to fly but I'm losing it. Now what for my career....
Tat(s) marit is 70 and I got 62.5
My silly mistakes give me slap on my cheek and said this is your punishment to wasting a time silly girl.
My mother very disappointed. And I'm also very angry on me but my heart said why are you so much irresponsible? Why are you not taking a chance for improving life?
Very sad feeling.... ๐ฃ
Life is just a game until we are not doing our best. But main question is that why we are not doing best things in our life. When we think now everything is going well that time life give shocking things and laugh on our face and said ohhh dear don't become over smart because I'm your dad. Unpredictable life
